18.12.2011

You said You care.
But I cant feel it
I'm standing alone , I feel like I'm falling down.
Do I need to hold it on.
I always dream of you walking away without leaving a shadow back for me.
I'm still standing alone forever and ever.
And blow away bits by bits by the winds.

13.12.2011

One month just passed without doing anything.
Urgh..back to a lazy fat pig!!!

Why am I so weak in controlling my emotion?
Tears drop like raindrops and noone can stop it!!
I wish I could hide my feelings deep under the ground.
And buried in me till I die!
YEAH!!! NOONE WILL KNOW THEN!!
I'll just smile and laugh everytime.
and I'll be sent to TANJONG RAMBUTAN.
enjoying eating rambutans there but I prefer cherry tomatoes.
Is there a place called TANJONG CHERRY TOMATO???

29.11.2011

AIkz..So long didn't update my blog dy!
And I'm just too free during this Four months semester break and It's the time for me to update my blog ya!
Rather than rotting at home watching tv and facebook~ing.
And missing that pig ...hahahaha...pigu...MISS U SO MUCH!!!

Kinda like your new hairstyle but I dont feel like telling u!Blerk!The old one!
The new one!

My sis and mum keep on asking me when you wanna come over to Penang!!
When o??
Maybe they miss u too!!!

03.09.11

Tuition free week going to end soon.T.T
Did nothing but sleep and fb-ing everyday.
And..................
Miss penang so much especially the foods( I keep on repeating the same thing )
Sorry for that cause I love Penang TOO MUCH.
Sent something back for family through galvin.
Mum quite happy yet scolded me for wasting money.
Busy days coming soon.Aikz.

28.07.2011

Adui!
Why so many classes in a day!
Why all of them so hardworking ? or should I change the subject of the sentence.
Why am I so lazy ? Big FAT LAZY PIG!!!!
Hmm.. I love maths but I was blurred during the first lecture.
I was like WAD's This guy talking about?
Nehh..never mind, time to day dreaming!
Then when it comes to tutorial questions.
SH**T!
Regretted for not paying full attention during lecture class.
ISHH!!

25.07.2011

Tired!
Attended four classes in a row! pheuww!
Made a lot of new friends.
The most shocking part is that only four girls in a class of twenty six !

LOLX
This is wad so called engineering course.
Why girls dont study engineering ?
This is what applied to commerce students.
More girls than boys.
Online during programing C++ lab class.
Everyone just on facebook.
Everyone loves to read book that full of faces of different peoples.

24.07.2011

Yo!
Tomorrow is the day!
First class to attend !
Writing and research skill lecture.
Nervous? Excited? O.o
Do hope so I wake up on Time !!
Question ???!!
Who's my coursemate? Who's my group member?

22.07.2011

How to fight against the feeling of homesickness?
Everytime I tell myself to be tougher but ended up being weaker.
Having mood swing nowadays.
Trying to be busy and never let myself to think too much.
But it doesnt help at all.
Cry out loud?? Hurting my eyes again!

22.07.2011

The sixth day in MIRI.
And the Seventh day away from PENANG.
Feeling real homesick.
Miss my bed and room.
But the most important is my wireless network at home.
The internet connection in villa real sucks la.
Don't know how could i survive with such suck internet speed.
Keep reminding myself.
LXY. Be tougher and stronger, Learn to be independent.
No more calling mummy and sissy.
You're alone by now.
And it's the time to GROW UP.
ACT like an adult. (Getting older physically but not mentally)

But a thing to be mention.
Curtin university is awesome.
Miri town is still ok then.
The weather here is quite hot.
And gets dark earlier in the night compare to penang.
Foods are acceptable as I'm not really that choosy.
Just to fill up my hungry stomach.
Made a lot of new friends here.
Realized a lot are from peninsular especially pg and kl.
Really do enjoy start up week.
But going to start study next week.
And I'll be having 7 hours class on Monday .==

14-07-2011

Just left ONE day!
Gonna leave penang for FIVE months.
Going to miss penang's foods.

Haven't finish packing my luggage.
Too much stuff to bring huh?

27.06.2011

Get my "Herballife" skincare set from aunt.

All smell milkyyyYY. ROFL
Toner is in pink colour.
Looks Harming honestly.
PINKY do Harm!
But anyway, not going to use them till I'm back from sarawak after the next five months.
Hehe, nights!

22.06.2011

Planned to pack things up.
But seems like nothing can be pack now.
I still need to wear clothes and use my cosmetics.
So plans postponed.
Hope so I dont do it the last minute like what I used to be.
I think I need a bigger luggage bag.
Lots of things to bring.

19.06.2011 ( 3 )

Black or dark brown?
Or something like blue?
Mum keeps remind me to dye back my hair.
But I dont know which colour to choose.
I dont want just a dull black colour.

19.06.2011 ( 2 )

Alone at the beach.
Listening to the sea waves.
Sea breeze blowing my hair.
Such enjoying and relaxing.

19.06.2011

I'm writing a love letter to the special one. WootssSSs!!!

To someone I loved before.
That hurted me so deep huh ?

17.06.2011

Houseflies Run!
What does this mean? Huh?
Being surround by houseflies.
What happen huh?
Why so much houseflies in the kitchen?
Not the small one instead but big one with huge huge eyes.XD.
Their eyes look like fishing net..ROFL
It would the most horrible terrible nightmare you will ever experience in your life if you observe their eyes under the light microscope.
But why dont i give it a try first.No harm right.?
Maybe One Day but dont ask me when.LoL
Busy chasing the houseflies.Damn it!

15.06.2011

It may just being concern, but it’s annoying indeed.

Sorry for saying that as I don’t know how to describe it.

Maybe I’m just too straight forward in expressing my feeling.

I cant control and I don’t know how to voice out to you.

This is the only way I can make myself happier.

I know you just wanna be caring but

I don’t know should it be one of your advantages or disadvantages.

Sometimes I feel like you’re a stranger to me but sometimes you don’t.

Am I just thinking too much or it’s a hallucination.

I do hope so it is.

14.06.2011

I dont want to be a pig anymore.


I have been resting for more than SIX months.
My brain cells are dying.

Thirty two days to go.
I'm coming ya.
Wait for me Miri, Sarawak.
Heard something from mum about dad just now.
Feel sorry to him.
But you really give me a shock.
Worrying about you.
But if you really decided your way.
Den i will respect your decision.
W're always welcome you to come back..=)

11.06.2011

Shopping again...( wee wee wee - angry bird sound effects )
Went to queensbay mall and first avenue.
Bought formal clothes for presentation purposes from PADINI .
Had my lunch with mummy and sissy at KIM GARY.
Ordered salmon and seafood cheese bake. ( yummy )
Cheese my fav.
Craving for cheese cake d.( Tam Jiak GUi )

Special post for my bestie..katherine chan

Dont cry anymore k!
We're always beside you and support you.
Do hope you can adapt at your new environment SOON!
Be braver ya !!
Time to grow up babe
GOD will bless u and wish u will get whatever u wanted ya!!

A kiss to you..XD
Friends forever~~

And the last and not least . I LIKE your new haircut la wei..

08.06.2011

Cant sleep again yesterday night. (insomnia again)
Had my lunch with potato at Fresh.
Went to watch "X-MEN" with katherine chan and her friends at sunway gsc
Planned to watch kung fu panda but failed since it's full ( aikz )
Does kungfu panda really so nice?
Expression of the day :

07.06.2011

Sleeping the whole day .
Went to AEON JUSCO with relatives.
Had Isshin TOMYAM SEAFOOD RAMEN for my dinner. ( sorry for the spelling error )
Bought sushi for supper and auntie anne pretzel for mum.
Going to gain weight SOON.

06.06.2011

Went to QUEENSBAY MALL.
Sissy bought clothes from ESPRIT and MANGO shop.
Went to NEWAY and sing k for THREE hours.
Someone lost her voice...XDD
Cause of screaming too loud...ps: singing

And she refuse to talk WITH me anymore.!!!>.<
Had a subway burger as my dinner.
SAd :(...i skipped my lunch today ..pity my stomach
AND SOMETHING NOT TO FORGET
BOUGHT EGG TARTSSsssS FOR MUMMY.
MUM SAID : MUST BUY SOMETHING FOR ME ( ESPECIALLY FOODS!! )

05.06.2011 ( 2 )

I'm not really in a good mood and I dont know why.
Anyone can tell me WHY? ( y-o-y-o-yyyyYYY )
Someone is going to cameron tomorrow and I'm going to miss you.

05.06.2011

Watched insidious yesterday...not bad la...
Has reduced my frequency of screaming.
Sorry to those who sit beside me...paiseh la
Anyone has the ability to go to the "further"?
Maybe u're one of them..XD

02.06.2011

Went to zero degree celcius with mosquito ( shiau-wen ) and kit kat ( katherine chan )
Sounds cold.. ( shivering )
Opps...and potato...XD
Ordered a vegetable soup ramen (not bad la)..still acceptable..
But forgotten What have i ordered for the drink...==

Den sneaked into clb as what kit kat wished to see her future school.

The face expression of the day : o.O....

Hi Bloggers

New Blog again. AgaIN??
Hope this is the last blog i have created..
Since i used to update my blog regarding to my mood...XD